This is poem that I wrote, during my lowest times.
A struggle that I went through in 2005-06 in the Novitiate, Collem.
I'm lost in the darkest dark,
Darker that the charcoal black,
Afraid to put my step forward,
Even the least courage I lack.
I hope for light,
But feel, its in vain,
Even if I shout or cry,
It will be of no gain.
At last, a light breaks in,
My eyes see a man illuminated,
With a halo on his head,
In his gaze, his love radiated.
My joy filled heart,
Gives praise to him which is due,
Its each beat will remind me,
“Jesus, I trust in you.”
---- inferns